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--- Huiyan---
- Nineteen
- 09/05/89
- Taurus
- sPoRe

- Interest ~
watching tv/taiwan drama.
movies.
shopping.
cycling.
swimming.
bowling.
badminton.
pool.
music

// [L]oVes.. *
mOnkEy.
everyone around me.
taIwaN.
jaPaN.
bLaCk.
PasTa.
pEpPeR cRaB.
cUrrY cHiCkEn.

// [L]oaThEs.. *
lots but mostly wad majority ppl dislikes i guess...


// [W]aNts o7.. *
-a new hp.
-red wallet.
-sling bag.
-converse shoe.
-PUMA Jacket.
-Stussy Jacket.
-Stussy Bag.
-roller blade.
-more clothes.
-Stussy shirt.
-jay's CD.
-better gpa.
-next trip to japan.
-gO hongkong,Japan,korea.
-mEeT oThEr TaiWaN ceLeBriTiEs
-mY ????



// [L]iNks.. *

aiLi.
aiLiN.
aRieL.
ashLey.
bEnjaMin.
bIqIn.
cHaMayNe.
cHarLeNe.
cHeRyL.
cHunLoNg.
cYnThiA.
cUn yE.
dEbbIe.
dEnIsE.
dEnnIs.
eiLeeN.
eLeNa.
eUnIcE.
FeLicIa.
FaReeHaH.
gaVeN.
gLoRia.
hUiLiNg.
hOoi x2.
isMaeL.
jaCeLyN.
jaNicE.
jIa En.
jIa miN.
jOaNna.
jOhN.
jOyceLyN.
jOyLiNg.
jUnE.
jUn LonG.
LesLey.
LiNghUi.
mEihUi.
mEijIng.
mEiqIn.
mIn Jia.
mIn kaI.
NoeL.
pEi xIn.
pEi zHeN.
pRiCiLLia.
qIantIng.
raIn.
raNdy.
sHaRiFa
sHarLeNe
sOpHia
sTePhaNie.
sYaHidaH.
TeReNcE.
wEekIaT.
wiLLiam kor.
xIn nI.
yIxIn mei.
yUsRa.
zaKi.
zOe.

// [C]eLeBrItIeS LiNks.. *

feLicIa cHiN.
jOaNnE pEh.
dEaN faNcLub.
zHiyaNg.
sHoW luO zHi xIaNg.
xIaO gUi.
Da sHu.
aRieL LiN yI cHeN.
LiN yU zHoNg.
ArrOn yaN yA lUn.
jIrO WaNg dOnG cHeNg.
cHuN wUzUn.
CaLvIn cHeN yI Ru.
FaHrEnHeiT 1st.
FaHrEnHeiT 2nd.
MikE hE.
cHeN bO LiN.
taNg yU zHe.
saM Lee.
2mOrO.
taNk.
Mi lU bInG.
sOuL.
sUpErhOsT Lee TeNg.
jOe mSn gRp.
jOe yaHoO gRp.
jOe.
5566 gRp.
ElvIn Ng gRp
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Wednesday, December 12, 2007

F uP...

lots of thoughts recently...
there's nothing much i can do actually...
I shouldn't trust ppl so easily anymore!
even if i'm being helpful...there's a certain extend to it too...
I will onli trust and help ppl whom worth my trust...
and that will no doubt be my friends...
i shall not define it and i guess the answer is pretty obvious...
if u r reading my blog...the higher possibility is u r my frien..yes u=]

and recently i find myself dragging to sch and getting late for class...
I hate feeling this way...
I really wanted that motivation back again...

I wan to overcome all these obstacles soon...
but every time i tried to do so...
something is always pulling mi down...
to an extend that i really wanted to escape...
but i knew i couldn't do that...

I hate escaping...
I dont wan to escape anymore...
but i need time...
everything takes time to heal...

我想我真的需要试看...
我承认我不是坚强的...
但是我得相信如果我失败了99次...
总会有一次是成功的...
我真的不想逃避了...

我觉得奇怪...
有一点不明白莫人的心情是怎么了...
虽然看起来坚强...
但内心好像藏了许多不愉快...
可是我却怎么也帮不上...
你真的是一个两面人吗?
我想不通了...

ps: just some thoughts...not emo post...

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